Toast to the 09!

"Good things come to those who wait for it."

Life isn't always that easy, because I had my fair share of sour-ness in life but I have over come it.

Winter of 08 was pretty fun. Started my season learning how to snowboard, although it was rough, I did push myself to believe I can actually do this! Bought the gear that way I can't back out and I am pretty proud of myself. Although I havent gotten my heelside down yet, I am very awesome with my toeside. I do however want to connect my turns so I hope the 09 Winter/Spring season can give that extra push I need to learn heelside. Plus I am learning the sport with great support from my baby and my little brother! We are all going to learn this as a team and be a gang of boarders LOL.

I say that this year will bring a great new horizon in my life, with everyone that is surroudning me I feel that I can finally start a new life, with the old horrible life closed behind me.

Meeting new people is the greatest thing in life. To connect and mingle and become new friends, its great! I had a great time meeting a new friend of mine Eddie, he has such great personality, out going, and really funny. Just an all out chill person to just relax with on a weekend. Too bad his work hours are like that of a doctor. Working as a cop aint easy but hey at least with him around when we hang out im always safe! haha. I am trying to now setup a dating service for him with my cousins lol. Hey if you see a good fish why not get that good fish to be your new cousin! IM DOWN! Plus he is also half burmese that is just an extra added plus! Lets hope it works out haha. I like that hes the kind of guy who doesnt flaunt his carreer espically since he is a cop, he doesnt flaunt it like other cops would do. Trying to make everyone and everything scared of him why? Because hes a cop, No.. he's not like that which is why hes such a great person.

Rekindling old friendships is another great thing in my life that I have come to appreciate, although we do have our arguments, and fights, I can non the less say I know you are always here for me! No one really understands my friendship with Lizz but shes done alot for me, help me go through alot and has helped me grow into the person I am now. I have a strong personality because of her, and I learn to not take shit from people because of her. Although I am sometimes afraid to tell her how I feel towards our own situations, but thats because I dont want it to hinder our friendship.

So to the past I tell you to go to hell, seriously you have drained a good chunk of my life, and sometimes I cant let you go, I still read about you, I still check up on you, and it still bugs me out sometimes wondering if you ever think of me, But knowing the selfish person you are with your acts, I know you don't so why the hell am I wasting my precious time on a shitty little person like you? So I am done with you. Go rot in hell with your genetial warts, herpes, aids, 4 babies from 4 different fathers, everything that is a taboo and bad in this world I wish upon you!